昨天，他传简讯给我
说他走了
回去他的国家
可能，以后都没机会再见
要我好好照顾自己
也说会永远记得我
我...
竟然连传一封简讯给他都没有勇气
只在心里默默祝福他
一路顺风...
保重!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
平静的第三次
不出我所料
又分手了
只是没想到是那么快而已
第三次分手
竟然可以那么平静
我真得蛮佩服我自己的
或许我真的太天真了
曾经有为我们的将来打算
计划了很多东西
也放了很多心理准备去等他回来
可是还是失败了
自己明知道是不可能有将来的
但还是坚持自己的想法
原来每个男人真得都是一样
我看透了，明白了
朋友说，旧的不去，新的不来
哈！有道理，可是并不代表我认同
没关系
马来西亚的人都很乐观的
我看得开
继续专注在我的学业上吧！
rachel san, gambateh gozaimasu!
又分手了
只是没想到是那么快而已
第三次分手
竟然可以那么平静
我真得蛮佩服我自己的
或许我真的太天真了
曾经有为我们的将来打算
计划了很多东西
也放了很多心理准备去等他回来
可是还是失败了
自己明知道是不可能有将来的
但还是坚持自己的想法
原来每个男人真得都是一样
我看透了，明白了
朋友说，旧的不去，新的不来
哈！有道理，可是并不代表我认同
没关系
马来西亚的人都很乐观的
我看得开
继续专注在我的学业上吧！
rachel san, gambateh gozaimasu!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
搞不懂
忘了是几时开始
直到现在
感情由深变浅
由热变冷
如果没错
只是短短的几个星期而已
可以变得那么快
早已经习惯了
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以对这感情也没放太多感情
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以感情上遇到什么困境也能坦然面对
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以和他相处的方式比以往的不同
可是
我搞不懂...
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是隐瞒事实的理由？
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是逃避责任的理由？
我不肯面对的
是事实
还是自己？
我搞不懂...
我真的搞不懂
直到现在
感情由深变浅
由热变冷
如果没错
只是短短的几个星期而已
可以变得那么快
早已经习惯了
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以对这感情也没放太多感情
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以感情上遇到什么困境也能坦然面对
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以和他相处的方式比以往的不同
可是
我搞不懂...
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是隐瞒事实的理由？
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是逃避责任的理由？
我不肯面对的
是事实
还是自己？
我搞不懂...
我真的搞不懂
Saturday, May 23, 2009
My Boring Orientation Week!
Last week I have started my schooling life in my college
I still remember on the first day I was so afraid and nervous
Then after few days I felt not so scared anymore
But just still confused the direction in our school
As I was so stupid in recognizing the places
So on the first week I had lost my direction in my college
Too bad! T.T
Its really huge!
I think I need at least few months to recognize all the places in such super stupid huge college...
And for this moment, I just have three new close friends in college
One is my room mate, and another two are staying in my hostel too.
While my course mate...erm most of them quite 'independent' de...
Like to be alone there
Because I had try to friend with them
but then they just smile smile
After introduce themselves then diam diam already
While some of them have their own gang already
Perhaps they think they have enough friends and no need to know new friends already
Suck!!!
I heard Dixon and Vic said their most of their course mates are very nice and friendly de
Not like my course mates...
Damn boring!
Hard to imagine how they live!
Dunno how to social and communicate with others also!
Huh damn upset! T.T
How come!!!
Just wish they will become more nicer and friendly later lah
Otherwise I will damn sien study in such condition without making fun leh!
Suddenly felt so lucky cos still having my funniest 十大天王 this gang!
Although we all are going to separate soon
But I think our friendship will last forever de!
Love u all so much! ^^
I still remember on the first day I was so afraid and nervous
Then after few days I felt not so scared anymore
But just still confused the direction in our school
As I was so stupid in recognizing the places
So on the first week I had lost my direction in my college
Too bad! T.T
Its really huge!
I think I need at least few months to recognize all the places in such super stupid huge college...
And for this moment, I just have three new close friends in college
One is my room mate, and another two are staying in my hostel too.
While my course mate...erm most of them quite 'independent' de...
Like to be alone there
Because I had try to friend with them
but then they just smile smile
After introduce themselves then diam diam already
While some of them have their own gang already
Perhaps they think they have enough friends and no need to know new friends already
Suck!!!
I heard Dixon and Vic said their most of their course mates are very nice and friendly de
Not like my course mates...
Damn boring!
Hard to imagine how they live!
Dunno how to social and communicate with others also!
Huh damn upset! T.T
How come!!!
Just wish they will become more nicer and friendly later lah
Otherwise I will damn sien study in such condition without making fun leh!
Suddenly felt so lucky cos still having my funniest 十大天王 this gang!
Although we all are going to separate soon
But I think our friendship will last forever de!
Love u all so much! ^^
Thursday, April 30, 2009
I'm BACK!!!
经过四个月做工的岁月
变了很多
最明显的是变胖了
因为在那里几乎天天吃宵夜
想不胖都难叻!
还有
变憔悴了
因为天天几乎是凌晨三点才睡
黑眼圈比国宝还大 ^^
前几天还被一位大婶误认为我已二十多岁了!
现在终于有得休息了
两个星期后又得开始我人生的另一个过程
所以现在想好好放松自己
调整原来的生活规律
休息休息......
变了很多
最明显的是变胖了
因为在那里几乎天天吃宵夜
想不胖都难叻!
还有
变憔悴了
因为天天几乎是凌晨三点才睡
黑眼圈比国宝还大 ^^
前几天还被一位大婶误认为我已二十多岁了!
现在终于有得休息了
两个星期后又得开始我人生的另一个过程
所以现在想好好放松自己
调整原来的生活规律
休息休息......
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
SPM Result
SPM 2008 result was coming out just now!
My result? Made me felt so surprise!
I got 8A's n 3B's
Better than what I imagined!
However, I did'nt felt very happy, just normal...
As Jennifer cried just now
She hoped could get 6A's
But...
Some more Nicole also wanna cry already
Made me felt like moody also
Today I saw many
Some people happy
Some people dissatisfy
Some people cried
Some people no feeling
Just can say,
SPM result is not everything
Although some people didn't got good result
But they still have their another bright future
Just don't worry too much!
God would give u another road that suit u!
Come on baby cheer's up!
Good luck to my friends! ^^
My result? Made me felt so surprise!
I got 8A's n 3B's
Better than what I imagined!
However, I did'nt felt very happy, just normal...
As Jennifer cried just now
She hoped could get 6A's
But...
Some more Nicole also wanna cry already
Made me felt like moody also
Today I saw many
Some people happy
Some people dissatisfy
Some people cried
Some people no feeling
Just can say,
SPM result is not everything
Although some people didn't got good result
But they still have their another bright future
Just don't worry too much!
God would give u another road that suit u!
Come on baby cheer's up!
Good luck to my friends! ^^
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