我听见有人叫你宝贝

昨晚无意间
当我听见我 roomate播这首歌时
好奇地去 youtube 开了这首歌的 mtv
突然看到其中一个镜头
超可爱的
顿时被他电到了
哈哈
真搞笑！
我 roomate 也被我气死
而且睡觉时还戴着手机的 handfree 来听
但听到今早六点多就没电了
所以就没听了
九点多起床
第一时间就是开电脑听这首歌
我想我是疯了
从来没有听歌听到这样程度
而且还是百听不腻
我想我爱上他了
哈哈
样子诚实稳重
又很可爱
我不知道怎么了
或许最近压力大
傻了 ^^
然后
刚才彩珍问我关于他的事
问是怎样认识的
怎样分手的
刚好播着这首歌
说说下顿时掉泪了
这是我分手后第一次为他掉的泪
怎么了？
为什么会这样？
我后来才知道
眼泪掉了下来
因为爱情留不下来
没关系
擦掉眼角的泪
继续新生活! ^^

Tired

Recently, my old friend: stress started find me again...
A lot of assignments...
Some more there will be mid term tests on next week...
Most of the PM on msn there writing: TIRED!
At first I still can tahan...
But now, I know I started can't tahan already...
Cos this morning suddenly I became moody and hot tempered...
I know this is because I started feel stress...
I still remember when I was Form5, I was also like that when I felt stress...
Now, it comes again...
Hope I can handle it well...
Although I really feel tired!
忍 忍 忍！

一路顺风

昨天，他传简讯给我
说他走了
回去他的国家
可能，以后都没机会再见
要我好好照顾自己
也说会永远记得我
我...
竟然连传一封简讯给他都没有勇气
只在心里默默祝福他
一路顺风...
保重!

断了...

这是他送我的手链
是他送我第一份的礼物
也是唯一一份的礼物
今早冲凉时不小心弄断了
尝试把它接回去
可是
断了就是断了
就好像我们的感情一样
是不可能接回去的
只可以把它收起来
当作回忆...

平静的第三次

不出我所料
又分手了
只是没想到是那么快而已
第三次分手
竟然可以那么平静
我真得蛮佩服我自己的
或许我真的太天真了
曾经有为我们的将来打算
计划了很多东西
也放了很多心理准备去等他回来
可是还是失败了
自己明知道是不可能有将来的
但还是坚持自己的想法
原来每个男人真得都是一样
我看透了，明白了
朋友说，旧的不去，新的不来
哈！有道理，可是并不代表我认同
没关系
马来西亚的人都很乐观的
我看得开
继续专注在我的学业上吧！
rachel san, gambateh gozaimasu!

搞不懂

忘了是几时开始
直到现在
感情由深变浅
由热变冷
如果没错
只是短短的几个星期而已
可以变得那么快
早已经习惯了
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以对这感情也没放太多感情
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以感情上遇到什么困境也能坦然面对
或许曾有过不愉快的经验
所以和他相处的方式比以往的不同
可是
我搞不懂...
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是隐瞒事实的理由？
究竟是以往不愉快的经验影响了我
还是只是逃避责任的理由？
我不肯面对的
是事实
还是自己？
我搞不懂...
我真的搞不懂

My Boring Orientation Week!

Last week I have started my schooling life in my college
I still remember on the first day I was so afraid and nervous
Then after few days I felt not so scared anymore
But just still confused the direction in our school
As I was so stupid in recognizing the places
So on the first week I had lost my direction in my college
Too bad! T.T
Its really huge!
I think I need at least few months to recognize all the places in such super stupid huge college...
And for this moment, I just have three new close friends in college
One is my room mate, and another two are staying in my hostel too.
While my course mate...erm most of them quite 'independent' de...
Like to be alone there
Because I had try to friend with them
but then they just smile smile
After introduce themselves then diam diam already
While some of them have their own gang already
Perhaps they think they have enough friends and no need to know new friends already
Suck!!!
I heard Dixon and Vic said their most of their course mates are very nice and friendly de
Not like my course mates...
Damn boring!
Hard to imagine how they live!
Dunno how to social and communicate with others also!
Huh damn upset! T.T
How come!!!
Just wish they will become more nicer and friendly later lah
Otherwise I will damn sien study in such condition without making fun leh!
Suddenly felt so lucky cos still having my funniest 十大天王 this gang!
Although we all are going to separate soon
But I think our friendship will last forever de!
Love u all so much! ^^